Same. I was mostly concerned of giving away my identity early, spoiling the game for everyone.
I was paranoid the entire time when I wrote to the @GeeBizzle about something or even with any whisper that I might accidentally post something publicly or to the wrong person.
My partner luckily indulged my theorizing and evil cackleās. He may even have encouraged me and I may have made like Rumpelstilzchen at some point. I really needed an outlet. The tension of a game like this spread over three weeks⦠I can barely get in 2 games of The Resistance in a row. If I had known I was going to be the Imp on my first gameā¦
Absolutely, I cheered when I saw that post 
Btw one more kernel of truth in the game: @Captbnut remember how I told you us newbies should stick together? I was really concerned that the both of us (I didnāt know at that point that @DJCT had also never played before) should survive the first dayāwhich is the entire reason I did not back executing the Fortune Teller on the first day. Which in retrospect was not a bad move.
I cannot believe I wasnāt even nominated until the next to last day. I do believe the secrecy favors evil. All the whispers that were going around were probably helping Team Evil more than Team Good. Several people tried to create those arguments and I am not sure why they were never heard.
@RossM the whispermap is equally helpful and unhelpful. I noticed early on that it is prone to either overlook something (at some point at least one arrow between me and someone else was missing and I believe it still is) or to simplify to a point where a pattern doesnāt have the weight it should. Also, read it wrong and it reinforces a flawed view of the game state (1). Obviously I discounted itās viability because I was afraid you would latch on those early game whispers⦠but I still think it hindered Team Good more than it helped. And even knowing pillbox and I were Team Evil, it probably didnāt help determining which of us was the demon.
(1) this also happens to people who try to solve Cryptid āBingo Styleā.
I can imagine that. I felt quite bad for you. But I wasnāt going to let it goā¦
I felt quite odd most of the time. I was getting away with things I never thought possible. It was way more of a reality check than I could ever have anticipated.
Were you rooting for the good guys then?
The dynamic with the Monk and the Fortune Teller was a godsend for me.
I am not going to pull back the curtain on all my game decisions, after all I may play some of you again at some point in this or another game 
In reality, I do not have the pokerface to carry the role this far. I am glad that I pre-ordered a copy of the game. I am reasonably sure Iāll find some interest in my local circles.
For now, while it was lovely and I am willing to play again at some point, I have to retire for a game or two. Firstly, nobody would believe a word I say and secondly, I need a break from being evil and there is no guarantee I wouldnāt be on Team Evil again.